Realizations.

My sexuality is one of the most fluid things out there. I swear, one day I'm finding men attractive and the next I don't. It's quite irritating. Women are my main focus of attraction, I realize that now. It's unfair for me to be with men when I'll be looking at girls in that way. I can't be 100% faithful to a man, but I can with women because I love them in ways I don't with males.

I had someone, a man, but I ended things for the last time with him because of these realizations. I don't feel sad about it; rather, I feel... mm. There's no words which can accurately describe what I'm feeling. I don't feel sad. I also don't feel happy either. Somewhere in the middle. Neutral.

Anyway, we're having another storm here. Where the fuck are they gonna put all this snow, anyway? =v=

Kai, over and out.